LOL awkward hang out with seever chris and carl. But it wasnt that bad haha. Went to eat sushi, then roasting waters then went to round 1 for a bit HAHAH. Chris almost got this toy at round 1 but didnt and it was so frustratig bc he spent so much $ to get it but the person after him ended up getting it :/

First Day of College!

Came out of the shower this morning to see carolyn carrying a first day of school care package. Then left my house at 8:15 but It literally took me hours to get to fullerton and to find parking. By the time I got to class, it was over. Then went to pieology to use my free coupon and got free ice cream. & Didnt realize until we were on the car reading the syllabus that he drops students if they miss a lecture in the first week. And literally was so sad and scared. And now im waiting for him to reply to me so I can already know if im dropped or not so that I can join another chem class (bc i already found one LOL except its a higher class that i can join bc i passed chem placement test xD) its all good. Im taking life one step at a time. I was freaking out earlier but its ok. Ill just deal with everything bc life happens lmao

Late night Joes run with some friends that i went camping with! 

When you're a little kid, you never complain about time passing by too quickly, you wish it would. Now that I'm 18 and going to college, i wish time would pass by slowly. Im going to graduate in 4 years and we all know how quick that'll go by. And by that time my parents will be in their mid 50's. And i will be 22. Wow. My 20's.

Urban Seoul with my girls. Nice conversations, and being stress free before school starts next week!!

Remember that you are a strong person. But that sometimes its okay to be weak. 

Had orientation today but found out it wasnt mandatory so ditched it and then hung out with tanya and then afterwards with tien also. Then when i finally got home, I went to Chris' and we just talked and it was nice. Yay

Hung out with my Bans yesterday xD I missed dem a lot. I finally bought some capri yoga pants and a new lush face mask and now i think i am officially going broke :/ But oh wells. Omg dvahje was so funny. She found out that justin bieb was at laguna and she was freaking out and asking us to go there but amber said we wont find him and she got mad at amber and was grumpy the whole time after HAHHA. And then we went to urban outfitter and dvahje wanted to buy this really slutty bralette but she was too embarassed to do it so she gave amber her card and pin number to buy it for her OMG LOL highlight of my day tbh.

I hope later on I dont fall for someone that is a complete ass. I hope i dont fail to realize when someones an ass or to be fooled by them. I hope I meet someone with depth, someone with passions and goals. Someone who is sincere. I hope that if that someone turns out to be a dick that i dont stay with him just because I feel the need to have someone to fill my empty void. I hope i dont fall too fast. I hope I dont let myself become weak and fragile. I hope i stay strong with the mentality that independence is just as great as relationships. I hope i stay independent even when im in a relationship. I hope i dont depend on him too much. I hope i learn to love myself more than I will love him. I hope that if he leaves me for someone else, i wont be some sore loser that blames myself for letting some sorry dickhead leave me. I hope to one day marry someone great and find a beautiful house near a park. I hope I dont lose any friends. I hope my sister grows up to be a beautiful and smart woman and to stop being influenced by the horrible society that we have succumb to. I hope that my children will be able to express themselves without fearing others' judgements. I hope that I meet someone with an open mind. I hope that if my children become gay they wont feel afraid to show it and to have pride. I hope my parents grow old to see who I become and are proud of me. I hope I become successful. I hope I meet all the people back in grade school and make them sorry for ever doubting me. I hope I become hot and make anyone who has ever hurt me because of my appearance sorry that their ass didnt go for me. I hope I adapt to a healthier lifestyle. I hope i become a cool mom. I hope I live a life full of brightness. I hope I live a life that I would love to wake up to. I hope my smiles never fade. I hope that i do a lot of charity and to be able to help those in need. I hope I stop being lazy. I hope i explore the world more. 

I wish i had more friends lol. Seems some of the people i thought were closest to me dont seem to be as eager as i am to hang out with them 

Do you ever just miss people but they dont seem to be missing you

Mon 1:56 PM

Carolyn: "take me out for boba."

Went to baos hog to visit thomas and their popcorn chicken is dank omg. Then afterwards, went back to gmas and seever delivered tebo to me bc i couldnt go hang :D

Lil mini kups date before ann left for her road trip :-)