I've been feeling Uber by Cliff Savage HAHA cant stop dancing to it

Saw chris today since forever and he bought me boba!! (:

Got growl with yen and just caught up!! Its been so long omfg so much shit has happened since the last time i saw her and its just nice to catch up every now and then :-)

Pokicraft with tanya

At the end of the day

When I was 10, I was carefree and I let my imagination flow, I didn't let anyone influence my thoughts. I didn't have any problems.
When I was 15, I cared so much about what others thought of me- how i dressed, how i looked, how i acted; I changed every aspect of myself to match society's norms, and to be "cool."
When I was 18, I hated my parents, I thought that they were horrible because they didn't give me freedom.
19 years of being alive and i've come to realize that despite the judgements, and things that people say, things that people tell you to believe, things that people say you can't achieve, things that people say to put you down
at the end of the day, those people don't matter, only you do.
at the end of the day, forgive and forget.
at the end of the day, loving yourself is the most important.
at the end of the day, you're still alive!

Throughout the 19 years of my life so far, I've learned so so so much. I am so fucking grateful to be living the life I am. I am soooo fucking blessed and am disappointed that I didn't realize that earlier. But it's okay because you live and you learn and that is just the cycle of life. The purpose of this message is to take note that every day is so so precious and honestly at the end of the day, you're still alive and if that's not the thing you consider most important then i pray for you, i really do.

For the future me, I hope you continue to look at the world with the eyes of a child so you can see the beauty and positivity in everything.

Just a note to self.

Got lunch with seever!! We went to 4th street and the fries I got were pretty good except they gave me a lot of fat for the pork belly, i wanted more meat :/ But whatevers. Seever got stoner fries which i told him he couldnt finish AND he didnt. But ya it was okie, he wasnt awk which was good and he told me funny stories.

We went bowling because tray had a coupon for westminster lanes and then after we got in n out and JEN WAS WORKING!! i missed my bbygirl so much, she was on her break so we caught up a bit haha. Then afterwards, kathy jimmy and tray came back to my house and we played volleyball for a bit. And now im kinda sore LOL.

Drank, got donuts, smashed a bottle in the middle of the street
also why is my tongue out in every picture????

Got chipotle with tan tray tien and briana and then went to naturale and got chamango and it was just a really fun day hahah we laughed so much the whole day omfg. It was nice too bc ive been so stressed about school :/

Got home from school at like 11:30 then went to eat with my fam and after drove straight to work. I worked a 5 hr shift today bc my manager thought i was off an hour later but i dont mind bc i want more hours anyways. Funny story tho, i needed to go to gap but i walked with Erika to the parking lot (bc AYE i wanna bond with coworkers) and then i said bye like i was going home AND WALKED BACK INTO THE MALL LOL the things i do for friends. Afterwards drove to mainplace and ate sum yogurtland wit tray, tan, and tien hahaha THE SQUAD IS BACK TOGETHER LMAO ITS BEEN A ROUGH 4 YRS HAHAHA

FINALLY went on a hiking trip like ive been wanting to omg. Hiked at oak canyon and it was really nice there. I liked the scenery and i luv nature so much. I appreciate my life man. Im living a fortunate life.

Went with tien to get her haircut and then afterwards went to daiso and target (and i bought more makeup someone help me) theeeeen i went to the park with my sister and her friends and played volleyball and honestly i miss playing it so much i think ima try to play every friday !!! (Also ended the night with a fam din din at bo 7 mon)

I put up my clothing rack :-)