Its really annoying how I don't have the courage to step out of my comfort zone and as a result I miss out on so many life changing experiences.
Wish I had the courage to join ASB
Wish I had the ability to lead students in confirmation
Wish I had the courage to speak out
Wish I was more outgoing
Wish I was more diversified and put myself out there
Wish I didn't have social anxiety

Many things I wish I could be tbh. But in the end, my choices leave me regretting all the things I could've been and could've done.

Hot pot // Frozen Bar

Late postttttt

Paris // Magic Man

Been quite in love with this song even though its kinda old :-)

donuts, movies, potato, fried chicken, the fosters, the heat, girl talks

Rialto Cafe // Anaheim Packing District

Spent a total of 7 hours with Carolyn omg... 

Went to a fancy white cafe in fullerton and then came back to anaheim for some ice cream xD

Spent $13 :l But told my dad i only spent $10 xD

Got my concert tickets for us the duo WHICH IS IN 12 DAYS AAAHHHHH

But awh finally spent time with the girls :-)

Snowstation

Supporting GGHS girls league. And shared some snow w pops :-)

Anaheim Packing District // Afters Ice Cream

Two first timers in a day xDDD

That braised shortribs got me like daaaaaaaaaaaaamn 

but that bun and ice cream got me wanting to kms LOL 

It was way too sweeet and tooooooo much for me 

Repost of video because first post didn't work xD

Hangout // US tickets

They came over at like 3:30? And then we chatted for a while, Went to put $$ into tien's bank acc and Carl bought me a donut for .75 (Y)
Went to target and gave ourselves a little tour and then left our pictures on all the tablets and iphones xD Then came back home and had girl talk and gossip and then had tacos and ya :-) 

Why is it so hard to get my parents to trust me with my own life?

Im 17 & a half. 17 and a half years of living with them and they still can't give me their trust to live responsibly. I just want some space and more privilege and control over my life.