Hi

Dont want to be all grumpy and stuff on my moms bday. But i asked if i can go to a STUDY SESSION this tuesday at 8am and she said no. Like wtf r u srs. You yelled at me for getting such bad grades and now you wont let me go so i can actually do something about my C?! Like ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS. MY DAD AND HER WERE YELLING AT ME FOR GETTING SO MANY C'S AND THEY EVEN WANTED ME TO GET TUTORED AND NOW MY TEACHER IS OFFERING FREE TUTORING AND THEY YELLED AT ME FOR ALWAYS GETTING EXTRA HELP BC IM DUMB. WHY CANT THEY UNDERSTAND HOW HARD I AM EFFING TRYING TO RAISE MY C IN CALC????????

I took a nap on the car and then when we got home i walked into their room and said "YOU WANTED ME TO GET TUTORED AND NOW YOU WONT LET ME GO TO A FREE TUTORING SESSION. R U SRS" and then i said im going to sleep and walked out of their room.
I couldve said so much more... not even kidding.

Merry Christmas! :-)

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Its 3:56

Why am i still awake....

So i took out my apush textbook and was planning on starting hw but instead i started knitting.. uh.
On the brightside i made something really cute and unique and uh (it might be carolyns present shhhhhhhh)

Yesterday

Idk why i never post on the day it happens. LOL
well i went to tiens house and had chipotle and watched two movies, got home around 10:30 and yeah thats basically it... LOL

Im 5 days late sorry :-(

Happy birthday grandma! :-) i hope youre doing well whereever you are. I reallly miss you and i hope you miss me too. Im sorry for not writing to you often.. . Its bc when i do i always end up bawling. Lol. I still have your beanie scarf lol... i probably cant pull it off thoughhhh. But on the brightside, i still have your cardigan! Ill definitely wear that. Thanks for such a warm cardi haha. Well i hope you had a great birthday with great grandma and great grandpa :-) bye, until next time. Xoxo :-*

2 days in a row

Watched frozen & then snuck to catching fire
Then went to miyoko and had sushi!
:-)
Overall good day with my babe ♥

Overall good day :-)

"You know we're close friends when we dress the same"
"Snow in california!"
"Seever wanted a dragon tattoo"
"Cong is desperate"
"Life sucks. I dont want to think about college"
"Lori hangs out with sb?!?!"

Black friday

Got
A bag from forever 21 for $16
A crewneck sweater from banana republic for $30
Two bras (buy one get one 50% off) from vs for $40
A oversized vintage/tribal cardigan for $32

Not much but im pretty satisfied :-))

Im pretty excited for this week hehe :) movie night + sleepover on tues&weds. And black friday shopping :)))))

Successful shopping? :)

Troopa black leat combat boots
Gray tennessee combat boots
Long cardigan from cotton on

Thinking of returning my black troopas and exchanging the gray tennessees for black or brown ones tho!
Too much $$$

So tina boppers is moving

And ima miss her ):

No one to blame but myself really..

My baby cousin is really cute

From 6:30 to 10:30

With my favorite cousins hehe :) ate crawfish and then got desert at sweetea lounge which is surprisingly reallllly nice!

Feel a little bit too gay todat

Delivered brownies to tien and carolyn and idk where ann lives but shes not coming to school tomorrow either.. should i just eat them ? LOOOL #thestruggleisreal

Hehe much needed movie night :) thor made me laugh a lot ahha i love loki omg. Cant wait for thor 3 which will prob come out in 2015 ):

Im sad

1. My parents are aging and theyre talking about how theyre gonna die soon and like plz dont say that
2. My mom needs surgery on her hand.. but she wont get it because she said "i need to work." And it breaks my heart because.. shes working to provide for me.. o m g
3. Carolyn is down in the dumps.. and so is tien. Two of my closest friends are sad and i have no way to comfort them???
4. Im such a disappointment.. i waste my time so lavishly.
5.  I miss my grandma now.....

School makes my life 10x worse -____-

"Learn to love yourself because you're all you've got"

the best

they make me so happy omg

cutest couple EVAR

feeling emotional because life sucks

but Us makes me feel so much better <3

i have given on my life omg
still can't get over the fact that i have 3 C's and no A's..
I probably get no where because all i do is whine about how life sucks . but life does suck.

Ok

Why is it that the only times you ever talk to me nicely is when theres no one else around. Is it necessary for you to insult me around other people. DO YOU THINK YOURE FUNNY OR SOMETHING WHEN YOU INSULT PEOPLE. Hahhahahaha well stop bc its not called funny its called obnoxious.

Annoying af

She wasnt even part of our convo and then when tanya insults me she hops in and joins the convo. Stfu. And go away.

Something called bullying

Since the 6th grade and i was too damn stupid to not kill you in my head. Youre dead to me now.. ya obnoxious piece of wack.

Happy Halloween though!

Even tho i srsly shouldve just stayed home and study.. :/ now im probably gonna stay up all night again! ): why do i always put myself into dire situations. -.-

What is sleep????

My eyes are so tired but im not even sleepy. I havent touched any other hw besides apush and im not even done with apush. Ive done 34/41 terms... ugh. Only 7 more to go. I still have Ap Bio hw, Eng hw, & Span hw left. Uuuuuuuuugh

So ugly

Srsly so many possibilities of my grades plummetting even lower by the end of this week. 50-50 chance of it either ↓ or ↑ ... :/ im so sad ughh

Omg good school day

Which is so rare. So in english we played jeopardy and that was pretty funny then aced my calc test 17/16 :) and then came home and thomas bought me joessss :))

Movies

Cancelled again.. LOL whatever i have netflix

This week

Was horrible. My work ethic is slowly decreasing. Im doing worse and worse in school. Grades plummeting.. ugh. I took two naps on the car for like an hour. And then came home and took a 3 hour nap. Wowow.
On the brightside, our class beat the seniors for earlybird! 

Two days in a roll.

I rolled my eyes at my dad yesterday and honestly not even ashamed of saying that he gave me a beating. And i cant fucking understand why he cant just talk and say "dont do that its disrespectful.". i wouldnt have done it but school was already ruining my day. I cried the whole night yest. Two hrs straight.. new record yay.... and i cried even more because my dad showed not a bit of guilt for beating me and leaving me a bruise. You're prob scared of my dad now. Ok. Well. Im so done. I went through the whole day laughing but i srsly wanted to just go home lay in bed and cry. When he called home this morning, he was like did it hurt? Sorry. I love you. And i woke up to tears. Way to go dad. But today when i got home i cried again. And while i was eating dinner i cried again. And im just really upset because after he hit me, hes acting like its normal and that im this unhumane being that knows nothing about pain..
Im so sad omg. I cant even. The fact that he doesnt even acknowledge what he did wrong... do you honestly think that beating was well deserved... because i can assure you that i didnt deserve it at all. I mightve deserved a yelling , but not a beating.

:)

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WoAaAaAaAAhH

I just drank some wine and its freaking GROSS. IT TASTES LIKE RUBBING ALCOHOL... never again HAHA

Guess who

is starting to study SAT vocab????
school dominates my life now. . .

On the brightside

I think my grades are slowly increasingg :)

Today

Was a pretty unproductive day.. HAHA. Did nothing. And prob gonna work on hw tonight and stay up... HAHA

I just ordered

Some cha cao.. HAHAH i mean chao ca oopz

im so glad

that tomorrow is fridayayayay :)

Ugh

I can never wake up early to do homework. Woke up at 6:15 and read like 2 pages for apush then took a break and kinda kept falling asleep... so basically i did nothing.....

PSAT

Im really tired today idk why. But i hope i do welllllllllllllllll #wishmeluck

school seriously sucks

I can't even cope with the amount of work and effort i have to put in. omg.
its just adding up and i honestly think at one point, I WILL, break down and cry...



honestly... its my fault for being so wasteful of my time.

hi

New blog because I kinda missed decorating my blog and stuff (:
but yaaaaaaa, hi
btw not transferring my stuff over to this blog... to much to transfer.. HAHAHA
SOOO vvvv

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