Life is so scary. Just thinking about what's going to happen to me in the future makes me kinda just creep into a corner. I wish I wouldn't be so scared to just fearlessly take bigger steps and to just yolo everything. Tbh im not confident at all in everything i'm doing. This whole hollister job thing and any job at all makes me really scared bc i feel like it's a really big step towards experiencing something new. Idk. Doing new things scare me. Something I just want to lock myself inside the house... But i mean what's the fun in that ? :-)