LORI + KEVIN MAKE ME HAPPY

FAVORITE COUPLE AWARD GOES TO KORY :')

Did it for the free chipotle LOL

FINALLY had bruxie w Carl Ann & Kris and it was pretty good but the sandwich i got was too light for a first timer LMAO shouldve gotten something heavier! Oh well :)

LOL About a week ago week ago xD (late post soz)

Oh ya and i tried udon AND IT WAS GOOOOD

YA GIRL IS FINALLY LICENSED. PASSED WITH ONE MISTAKE WABAAAAAM :P

When you suddenly decide to get ur ears pierce w/o parental permission bc 18 😋 Tiffany very happy. Going back to pierce the other side with Carl when her pimples gone HAHHA

These past few months, my grandmother has been getting weaker and weaker. She's gotten so weak to the point that she can barely manage to walk, let alone stand. She fell once out in the streets and lost consciousness on my 18th birthday. She fell again yesterday. She can't do anything except sit. She hasn't showered in days and my mom is at the moment showering for her. I'm afraid to let her sleep because I feel like she can go at any moment. It feels selfish of me to be so happy and forget to think of her when i am at school and whatnot. I held her hand just now to lead her to the bathroom and even so she could barely manage to take small little steps. It felt like helping an infant. And that makes me sad. I hate that its hard to talk to her and get to know her because of how American I am and how Vietnamese she is. But in the 18 years that I've known her, I found that shes usually grumpy. She loves sweets. She doesn't talk about death, but she's very afraid. She loves her grandchildren, especially our little Anthony. She likes technology and wants an Iphone but doesn't know how to use it. She is afraid to let this weakness take over her and therefore refuses using adult diapers and the walking stick. She drinks mostly tea. She is a very warm person although she acts cold and comes off as someone very mean. She loves shopping. She's is straight forward and sometimes inconsiderate. So maybe I haven't had a full head to head conversation with her but through many little ones and much observation, I got to know this woman, who portrays such a strong mother figure for me. 18 years, i have known her. 18 years too fast. I am now only becoming a young adult and im excited for what life has in store for me. But I am afraid because she will also be aging, and I fully understand that the dreaded day will come soon and I hate that those thoughts will haunt me every single day I am with my grandmother. but I guess I shouldn't be sad and tearful around her, instead I should smile and laugh so she can end her life happy and be content with how wonderful her 80 years on earth were. 

When u complete ur first real piano song wahhhhh

Nose piercing?

So i wanted to get a tattoo on my rib area but i guess it was just a phase cuz i dont want it anymore Lol

Ive moved onto wanting a nose piercing and i hope its not a phase. Idk im not scared of the piercing part of it, im just scared about it getting infected and whatnot. 

Jen wants to go get matching ones and i cant HAHAHAH "lets get matching chola hoops"

Was craving corner bakery so went with Tien after school and it was really good omg. New favorite is Pesto Cavatappi :-)

I just want to find someone decent looking with a great personality. But I mean I guess the longer it takes to find that person, the better that person will be, right?

Google automatically made this for me and aw 2014 

Reflection

Freshman Tiffany would have been proud of me today. Because I'm only focusing on myself rather than caring about others' judgements and whatnot. It sucks for those that haven't been able to overcome their antisocialness because once you overcome that, it feels so great. Half of 2014, I talked to more people outside of my group of friends whom I have always depended on so much. But when I stopped depending on them so much, I found that by myself, I became a person of my own rather than just another person from the group. By talking to other people, I discovered parts of me that I never expected, to be honest. It feels great. It feels great to be a stronger, more dependent, more confident person. Cliche as it sounds, I learned to love myself before loving others. Hoping to conquer 2015 and all it's challenges. :)