I haven't really posted on this blog in a while. And odds are I may or may not shut it down :-(
Update since last update:
- I got a new bag (& matching wallet). A KATE SPADE ONE. and I've wanted one forever. it's blue and its my baby and im in love with it tbh. I was surprised when I was at the outlet because I saw the store but I didn't really point it out when I saw my mom already in line and shes like "come in so i can look at purses for you" and I was like omfg im so blessed and so SPOILED. shit. Grateful. always. Everything should have totaled out to $490 but I only had to pay $120 !!!! WTF RIGHT?
- Las Vegas was okay. It was actual quite boring up until countdown. I drank with vivian and andrew and it was honestly the first time I got close to being drunk because the other times were just tipsy LOL. It felt good and I had a chill time. I took my first cig hit but I didn't like it lol. I thought it was disgusting.
- I finally finished editing my vegas vlog but this time i used final cut pro!! which i downloaded the trial of. Apparently you just keep changing ur date on ur laptop and it'll keep working as a 30 day trial lmao. So basically im getting final cut for free. I like it. but its a lot more complex than imovie! :/
- I hope this new year, I will motivate myself to succeed and to do what makes me feel good and to not feel the need to always impress others. I hope I push myself in the gym and become stronger. I hope I continue to love myself. I hope I face my future obstacles headstrong.
- This year was a great one in that I had so many great people to spend it with. I learned so many things and I learned to appreciate but to be honest, I don't really remember much of what happened this year, which is good because living in the moment is the best and I guess it can also mean I had a great fucking year.