About last night..

Jake Guyer, went to highschool with me, never held a real conversation with me,

followed me on all social media to see if i would "respond" 

I kinda did, messaged him 'LOL' to one of his snap stories, that was it

Jake got high one day and asked Nate to hook it up with me 

He got my number

We've haven't even been texting for a week yet lol... I don't know who this guy is, what he's like, what he likes, what his hobbies are

Last night, he had a kickback mainly so I could come over and get to know him, Carolyn and Nate came too 

This is about to be a long paragraph about my night, bear with me LOL 

Okay so I got off work around 8 and I got to his house around 9. I went in, it was a bit awkward at first because Jake talked to Nate and Carolyn talked to me lol. I got some alc and went to sit on the couch and left an open seat next to me but Jake didn't even sit next to me LOL I was like wtf I thought you were gonna get to know me. I kept seeing him standing HAHA and I think it was because he didn't know how to naturally like make a move. I literally asked him "Jake why are you standing?" And he said because he was high but I know that nigga was nervous and didn't know how to sit down next to me without making it awkward. At this point, I was pretty tipsy already. But I kept drinking a bit more so I could get comfortable and maybe it be less awk. Then the nigga moved over and sat on this desk chair across from the couch where I was laying on like half of it. And he started talking to me more but still kinda.... Then Carolyn, WINGWOMAN OF THE YEAR, moved to the chair next to Nate and left the couch wide open HAHA So Jake got up went to get some water or something and when he came back, he sat on the couch next to me, but I was still kinda laying down, and Carolyn texted me "GOOOO" HAHAHA So I went to the restroom and when I came back out, I sat down right next to him. I know this sounds like very typical and innocent and boring but to me, IT WASNT because I AM innocent and a BABY and this is my first ever LOL So we started talking, getting to know each other and I started to lean in closer to lay my head on his shoulder and shit and I was successful but it was a bit awk cuz I was laying on his shoulder but he didnt do anything lmfao Also he kept getting up to go do shit and I'm like this nigga really nervous or what LOLOL

Then CAROLYN ONCE AGAIN WINGWOMAN OF THE YEAR, convinced nate to move onto the couch with us so that I would really have to scoot over and sit closer next to Jake. And I did and at this point, he put his arm over the couch and i was like damn making moves, slick LOL So I scoot in and laid my head on his chest and at first, he kind of just hung his arm over me but later he actually held me, ya know wha im sayin. I thought it was so cute prob bc my first time idk. We just kinda all cuddled up, me n jake, carolyn n nate. And then carolyn kept texting me to hold his hand and i was like, HOW I DO THAT NATURALLY LOL And then he got up and when he came back we sat normally because I didnt lean in after he put his arm out lmfao. And then he moved my arm and im pretty sure he wanted to hold my hand but he didnt do it lol.... He moved my arm so my arm was on top of his leg but it was such an awkward position.. So I moved and I held his hand kinda but I kinda just like clung onto his hand with my hand. And then the nigga didnt make any moves, so i went in HAHA I moved his arm and then held his hand. And he kept caressing my hand with his thumb and he like squished my hand too, idk it was so cute lol. and i was really flirty (prob the alc but prob just me being a hoe too) I kept like touching his arm and playing around with my fingers while i was holding his hand. Yea so that happened quickly and I only been talking to him for not even a week yet lol, the nigga moves so fast. 

- I said "I'm not even cold but I shivering I dont get it" (even tho i had my jacket over me like a blanket) and he went to get his sweater and he put it over my legs

- also, when I was talking to him, I told him I've never been in a relationship and he told me to get ready, wink wink 

- carolyn kept saying excuse me because I kept burping out loud so she covered me, fucking homie LMFAO

- We were texting when i got home and he said "You should of stayed longer" 

- We prob gonna go on a date sometime next week 

- But so far, I'm really just liking the idea of dating and doing cute shit but I'm only interested tbh I don't really like like him yet
- He brought up mac and cheese randomly and was like "you should come over sometimes so I can make you mac and cheese, it's so good"