I haven't really posted on this blog in a while. And odds are I may or may not shut it down :-(
Update since last update:
- I got a new bag (& matching wallet). A KATE SPADE ONE. and I've wanted one forever. it's blue and its my baby and im in love with it tbh. I was surprised when I was at the outlet because I saw the store but I didn't really point it out when I saw my mom already in line and shes like "come in so i can look at purses for you" and I was like omfg im so blessed and so SPOILED. shit. Grateful. always. Everything should have totaled out to $490 but I only had to pay $120 !!!! WTF RIGHT?
- Las Vegas was okay. It was actual quite boring up until countdown. I drank with vivian and andrew and it was honestly the first time I got close to being drunk because the other times were just tipsy LOL. It felt good and I had a chill time. I took my first cig hit but I didn't like it lol. I thought it was disgusting.
- I finally finished editing my vegas vlog but this time i used final cut pro!! which i downloaded the trial of. Apparently you just keep changing ur date on ur laptop and it'll keep working as a 30 day trial lmao. So basically im getting final cut for free. I like it. but its a lot more complex than imovie! :/
- I hope this new year, I will motivate myself to succeed and to do what makes me feel good and to not feel the need to always impress others. I hope I push myself in the gym and become stronger. I hope I continue to love myself. I hope I face my future obstacles headstrong.
- This year was a great one in that I had so many great people to spend it with. I learned so many things and I learned to appreciate but to be honest, I don't really remember much of what happened this year, which is good because living in the moment is the best and I guess it can also mean I had a great fucking year.

ALSO I finally finished vlogmas!! It was really fun and i enjoyed doing it :-) It was pretty weird talking to the camera hahaha. But whatevers. Back to aesthetic vlogs I guess xD

Las Vegas 2015

AAAH I am 19 today!! :) Update this post later but i did a lot today LOL

Update: Tien came over and surprised me this morning with 7leaves. and then ann and carl came over later in the day. and all of it is in one of my vlogmas episodes so ill just link below :)

Hello!! #4 has been up since like two days ago LOL 

Watch it, enjoy it bc its one of my more interesting ones xD 

Im having a lot of fun doing vlogmas, it just sucks that i also have finals week so some are gonna be so boring :(

Hehe #2 is up :-)

Started my first vlogmas ever!!! So excited for the next 18 daysssss :-) 

When your grandmother starts to not recognize some of her daughters

I like how i look in glasses LOL

The second pic the glasses r diff bc their tanyas HAHA (& the first is duys) 

Chris told me to get fake glasses, i think it might be my new fashion statement HAHAHA