Happy Halloween though!

Even tho i srsly shouldve just stayed home and study.. :/ now im probably gonna stay up all night again! ): why do i always put myself into dire situations. -.-

What is sleep????

My eyes are so tired but im not even sleepy. I havent touched any other hw besides apush and im not even done with apush. Ive done 34/41 terms... ugh. Only 7 more to go. I still have Ap Bio hw, Eng hw, & Span hw left. Uuuuuuuuugh

So ugly

Srsly so many possibilities of my grades plummetting even lower by the end of this week. 50-50 chance of it either ↓ or ↑ ... :/ im so sad ughh

Omg good school day

Which is so rare. So in english we played jeopardy and that was pretty funny then aced my calc test 17/16 :) and then came home and thomas bought me joessss :))

Movies

Cancelled again.. LOL whatever i have netflix

This week

Was horrible. My work ethic is slowly decreasing. Im doing worse and worse in school. Grades plummeting.. ugh. I took two naps on the car for like an hour. And then came home and took a 3 hour nap. Wowow.
On the brightside, our class beat the seniors for earlybird! 

Two days in a roll.

I rolled my eyes at my dad yesterday and honestly not even ashamed of saying that he gave me a beating. And i cant fucking understand why he cant just talk and say "dont do that its disrespectful.". i wouldnt have done it but school was already ruining my day. I cried the whole night yest. Two hrs straight.. new record yay.... and i cried even more because my dad showed not a bit of guilt for beating me and leaving me a bruise. You're prob scared of my dad now. Ok. Well. Im so done. I went through the whole day laughing but i srsly wanted to just go home lay in bed and cry. When he called home this morning, he was like did it hurt? Sorry. I love you. And i woke up to tears. Way to go dad. But today when i got home i cried again. And while i was eating dinner i cried again. And im just really upset because after he hit me, hes acting like its normal and that im this unhumane being that knows nothing about pain..
Im so sad omg. I cant even. The fact that he doesnt even acknowledge what he did wrong... do you honestly think that beating was well deserved... because i can assure you that i didnt deserve it at all. I mightve deserved a yelling , but not a beating.

:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAqNAGWVC_Q&feature=youtube_gdata_player

WoAaAaAaAAhH

I just drank some wine and its freaking GROSS. IT TASTES LIKE RUBBING ALCOHOL... never again HAHA

Guess who

is starting to study SAT vocab????
school dominates my life now. . .